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I cautiously expose my warts to you, unsure of how you will react. I have chosen to expose my defects because you seem safe to me. You notice my warts and maybe even comment on them. But you don’t ridicule me for them. I can feel your acceptance and will share even more of myself with you. As you notice that i am safe, you will reveal your warts to me. We mutually accept one another and experience healing. Isn’t it great to have such thoughts to your close friends/family members or even your love ones.

To truly open ourselves to love(families,friends,love ones), we must first believe that we are acceptable, warts and all. If, somewhere in our core, we are convinced that we are unacceptable, we will put barriers so people can’t see us and love us.We will compare ourselves with others and come out on the bottom.We will think others are being critical even if they are not. But if we can somehow dare to believe we are acceptable simply because we are children of God, we can finally risk letting others love us.

Propel for the better

Went to school today and got back my another result for my MST. FAIL!! I exclaimed skeptically. 43 marks only lor! sob sob! anw, i deserve it. I  frivolously pass by my school days and still think that i will be able to make it….not this time. heh. (behind the scene: Teacher ! you see ! this one should give afew more marks la, I very ke lian leh …my mother will scold me if i fail! in the end, i got myself another 3 more marks!) haha… i have improve in bargaining! =P:

For my practical test, is really to the extreme of marks for my two papers.

Ic Design: 13/100! Kill me please!

EBD: 87/100! humble in silents…

btw: Do keep my nephew and his family in prayer:

Name: Tan Jian Qian

Age: 16

History: Run away from school due to being bullied in school and run out of house with her mother bcos they are too ashame to see my uncle after all these incident.

He is now hiding inside his room with his mother everyday not wanting to talk/see my uncle except when time to eat or bathe. I just worry that he will get depression by facing the four walls everyday. Pray for healing and reconciliation of relationship to their family.

long day

woke up, changed and pranced to work!Everyday is a joyful and refreshing day to move on…. met up arron for discipleship near his place @ hougang mall after my work. We settled down at siam kitchen for dinner and it was good. he shared quite a lot this time. I am really glad to have such a sharing/teaching session with him as you know la, he always put rocket de!(is so hard to date you la!) lol..shhhh… I don’t want him to feel pressured by me with authorities of who i am but more like a sharing and learning session with him like a friend which i guess he will feel better. Indeed he did feel better when he start sharing about his problem in school/ECA and family matters, we even talked about BGR! lolx.

2.5 hours passed and is time for me to move on to choo jing’s place to repair his CPU as he can’t install a game due to directx error. Boarded the bus 156 from sengkang interchange and drop at third bus stop instructed by choo jing. (smart kid) I really love this boy la! he is simply a genuine fun loving boy. Muacks!

The rectification was unsuccessful! sorry have to disappoint you choo qing. : ( your computer does not have anti virus and lagging cum graphic card problem. The best way is to reformat your computer. P, please do something to it till i come again. anw, thank your mum for the orange color. lolx

Ring ring hello hello. ring ring ring hello hello hello. <—-2 events occurred b4 i chit chat with God.

Slept @ 4plus after my last activity. That is with God. Chosen my songs to lead worship this Sunday and i am going bed now..  : )

Peanuts score

Haiyooo!! sian! you know what ? i got back my result and i only be able to score a just pass!why like that?! even thought my friends keep praising me for using one day to study and be able to score that 52(peanuts) is already a miracle, i wasn’t proud of myself at all. BOOOoo !(you all don’t gei gei hor! lolx) Average score for my class : 60! The paper looked so easy but hidden with so many kinda traps and tricks inside! hello teacher ! 7 more marks la! i work very hard leh !So hard that i nv sleep and got insomnia bcos of that! sob sob….(behind the scene: I tried to get another mark as i keep pestering my teacher and in the end i got it! yeah! one more mark! haha) 53 peanuts altogether. :X

being back to school is fun, sort of being myself again(which one is the actual me?) when i saw those familiar faces…..sorry guys for letting you’ll down for not doing well enough. Thanks for the encouragements and updates of school works…i really appreciated it.I am back and will be back for the better. I will buck up, pull up my sock, tuck in my shirt, roll up my pant and and and …hmmm…..comb up my hair ?! lol

Beside thanking my schoolmates i would also wanna thanks my mei mei, P, nu er, Ah da and those who have encouraged me during the time of my absence in school. Thanks la! Love you guys!(SOL! WHY need to STUDY!!!??) =X

Btw, have not submit songs to David for this Sunday worship session. Tonight will need to have Precious moment with God to ask songs from Him. (Ah PA! Give me the songs la ! I beg You! =)

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slacking monday

morning sun shine! thanks for waking me up with your heat to remind me that i am still alive!. heh! air con faulty…keep dripping water, guess must be the pipe leaking from the aircon that caused me to have such a HOT night! woo la la! lol. Woke up 10plus feeling a bit sick and lost of not knowing what to do later. can’t possibly make myself back to sleep as the sun shine real hard on me. don la!…slacked the whole morning, thought of going out to take a stroll to town before going to class to look for shoe and jean but when the time i start stepping out from my house, it starts to pour…why!!! …so left with no choice but to stay at home after getting myself a pack of chicken rice+rice+egg. hee..you know is not easy to walk around with water falling on top of you..hmm…

I spent my afternoon watching DVD (Pay it forward) borrowed from Sheng Tat.It was inspiring and meaningful. Just imagine. you do a favor that really helps someone and tell him or her not to pay it back, but to pay it forward to three other people who, in turn, each pay it forward to three more and on and on into a global outpouring of kindness and decency. Impossible? i don’t think so. alright. time for class! Chiong ah!

HaPPy Anne!

Sweet Anniversary to U(Chris) and U(Catherine) !! I don’t think i need to say much as you can check up the details on Mayann’s blog. Can you believe that they are actually walking into their 7^th anniversary this year? They look as tho they are still in their honeymoon period. Don’t you just envy them? simply sweet……..

Chris: you are so beautiful…..to me….

Chris:Do you know that i can’t live without you?

Both: ****Blush****

 

After a few years………

Happily Ever After

 

**** DISCLAIMER *****

All lines are fictional but i guess that is what chris is trying to say. lol =P

 

 

Bingo!

Praise the Lord! I might be able to score at lease a B+ for my test yesterday! I am so lucky la! The test paper was like exactly the same as what I had revised from the past year paper and that was the ONLY paper that I had revised! How gracious our Lord is right? Alright, I know I have to pull up my sock now by not always thinking that I can make it and still score well by doing last minutes work …is very tiring and straining actually that I have to stays many night to read thou and thoughts of fear keep coming to me with expectation that i have for myself. So yup!.. from today onwards, I will be going back to school and stay focus with concentration on what my lecturer is teaching. 为我加油哦！Chiong ah!

Starting of my journey

Welcome to my world!! =P

 

All thanks to my mei mei that I can finally have my own customized blog! Huggies! Mugging now! Having exam @ 3.30….don’t think can score an A* but at least give me a B! Sigh. What to do? How to expect an A when you only use one day to study 8 chapters that were taught for like 8 weeks? lol Wish me best of luck and God bless me with your abundant GRACE! so God is it an Ahem or an Amen? =*