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start from now

Been slacking recently. lol. I am back to blog due to high demand of people asking for it.(actually only 1(exclude mei mei for she is the one who build up my blog)) Guess my words are additive for this person. smile! I shall not reveal her identity. She will be my first blog’s fan. hahaa!! (BHB leh me!) PUKE! I don’t know where to start from ever since i came back from thai, i have not been blogging due to tiredness, busyness, and lazyness..:P
A new beginning, a new start.

1. Start speed reading bible ( have been two days already)

2. Do QT regularly ( have been two days consecutively also)

3. No more slumbering spirit in me. ( that mean kun liao cannot wake up)

4. Finish reading the book “Case of Faith “. (one leg kicking doubtful spirit)

5.Build better relationship with my love ones including my friends\bro\sis and definitely my familys la! ( ya with s) .

6.Get myself a wife soon b4 30! =P (lelong lelong denson for 10cent <—still have 5 more years to go. ( God! you know my desire! lolx)

7.Burn charcoal to stir up FUEL cell! ( Is time they rise up like the sun! yeah!)

8. Q & A ( please add on for me what i am lack of so as to improve)

9. To reveal my BLOG! lolx

10. take care of my health (Cough, cough!)

11. be supermodel for GOD! ( GO GYM!) ARrrGGhhh!! 0.02 kg of weight lifting.

12.Be contagious in spreading gospel.(yi ren dai yi ran, rang ren xian xin sheng!yeah!)

Recent updates.

1. busy with project that need to be hand up by today! ( huh ! TODAY!!?)

2. exam coming. ( please pray for me. date: 29 and 31)

3. Need wisdom to handle some agenda.

4. youth camp coming

5. Need to re-organize and re-structure Love ministry (PRAY continuously)

Edited version by auditor: Mayann aka mei mei (name edited) haha

stomp

Intelligence Plus Character, that is the goal of Education.

virus…

My school was invaded with Virus! shoo shoo!! recent status: 4/80 laptop got attacked by virus. I have sent out emails to remind teachers to make sure before they receive any files from the other parties as the user at the other side might not even know they are sending the virus!… so be good and lovable and listen to my instructions….else you’ll will have no peace! lol *grin* (Full amour ready!)

The magic tricks that was performed by JunLan Jie’s nephew(Derek) tonight was incredibly magical and miraculously fun! I really enjoyed it and i believe others will agree with me as well. right ? you know what?..to my surprise, derek is 25 years old…that means we are peers!.. but we’re so different! haha. kinda funny when i think of it. **hidden thoughts** (I think he look older than me) lolx kidding la!

i just wish i know when i am going, what kind of profession to be in,what kind of life to live. just thoughts, that’s all.

The Lord will work out his plans for my life—for your faithful love, O Lord, endures forever. psalm 138:8

auditor

Please give your loudest applause to our best auditor, Mayann aka Mei mei ! lolx

Name:Mayann

Job: Worshipology blog auditor

Job scope: Check for errors in my blog.

salary: Grace

blogging review: 2 star/5star. (read and rot) ha ha.

End of intro. =)

monday!

Happy Birthday mum! yup… is her birthday today! Hope she enjoyed our presence and gifts! My sis bought a cake and a watch for her birthday… AGAIN!?..this was the second watch we bought for her this year but still i believe is the thought that counts even thought my mum was like saying:” huh! watch again! haiyooo so big and my hand wrist so small, can we go and change another model?” . haha! but i know deep inside her, she was in joy and felt being loved. sincerity works everywhere.

At the same time, we have a new family member added to our family, that is our new HI-5 system! lol. I fixed it up in the middle of the night like 2.30am? then fetched a cab back home to cck and rested at 0415 in the morning as cck is nearer to my workplace. i am tired. Zzzzzzzzzz

a day….

Just back from Justin’s wedding dinner @ meritus mandarin hotel Singapore. Felt so happy for him….entering another phase of his life…suddenly has an urge wanting to get married too. Oops! Just a sudden thought la…haha!

A busy day:Christ church as Co-lead. (Hey felly, you lead well today! Cheers!)

Afternoon Baptism class for new baby believers! Congratulation!

“I led worship for the evening service. Somehow, it wasn’t exactly according to what we have practiced yesterday, but i guess I just need to be more focused and rely on the Holy Spirit to lead us.”  

Night, wedding dinner as per mentioned above.

Reaching 12 now… tomorrow will be my second mum’s birthday, got her a watch and a cake which both was bought by my sister as I have no time to get it. Thanks dear mei. Love you much!

thoughts

I cautiously expose my warts to you, unsure of how you will react. I have chosen to expose my defects because you seem safe to me. You notice my warts and maybe even comment on them. But you don’t ridicule me for them. I can feel your acceptance and will share even more of myself with you. As you notice that i am safe, you will reveal your warts to me. We mutually accept one another and experience healing. Isn’t it great to have such thoughts to your close friends/family members or even your love ones.

To truly open ourselves to love(families,friends,love ones), we must first believe that we are acceptable, warts and all. If, somewhere in our core, we are convinced that we are unacceptable, we will put barriers so people can’t see us and love us.We will compare ourselves with others and come out on the bottom.We will think others are being critical even if they are not. But if we can somehow dare to believe we are acceptable simply because we are children of God, we can finally risk letting others love us.

Propel for the better

Went to school today and got back my another result for my MST. FAIL!! I exclaimed skeptically. 43 marks only lor! sob sob! anw, i deserve it. I  frivolously pass by my school days and still think that i will be able to make it….not this time. heh. (behind the scene: Teacher ! you see ! this one should give afew more marks la, I very ke lian leh …my mother will scold me if i fail! in the end, i got myself another 3 more marks!) haha… i have improve in bargaining! =P:

For my practical test, is really to the extreme of marks for my two papers.

Ic Design: 13/100! Kill me please!

EBD: 87/100! humble in silents…

btw: Do keep my nephew and his family in prayer:

Name: Tan Jian Qian

Age: 16

History: Run away from school due to being bullied in school and run out of house with her mother bcos they are too ashame to see my uncle after all these incident.

He is now hiding inside his room with his mother everyday not wanting to talk/see my uncle except when time to eat or bathe. I just worry that he will get depression by facing the four walls everyday. Pray for healing and reconciliation of relationship to their family.

long day

woke up, changed and pranced to work!Everyday is a joyful and refreshing day to move on…. met up arron for discipleship near his place @ hougang mall after my work. We settled down at siam kitchen for dinner and it was good. he shared quite a lot this time. I am really glad to have such a sharing/teaching session with him as you know la, he always put rocket de!(is so hard to date you la!) lol..shhhh… I don’t want him to feel pressured by me with authorities of who i am but more like a sharing and learning session with him like a friend which i guess he will feel better. Indeed he did feel better when he start sharing about his problem in school/ECA and family matters, we even talked about BGR! lolx.

2.5 hours passed and is time for me to move on to choo jing’s place to repair his CPU as he can’t install a game due to directx error. Boarded the bus 156 from sengkang interchange and drop at third bus stop instructed by choo jing. (smart kid) I really love this boy la! he is simply a genuine fun loving boy. Muacks!

The rectification was unsuccessful! sorry have to disappoint you choo qing. : ( your computer does not have anti virus and lagging cum graphic card problem. The best way is to reformat your computer. P, please do something to it till i come again. anw, thank your mum for the orange color. lolx

Ring ring hello hello. ring ring ring hello hello hello. <—-2 events occurred b4 i chit chat with God.

Slept @ 4plus after my last activity. That is with God. Chosen my songs to lead worship this Sunday and i am going bed now..  : )